yeah sure. so now its my fault you like me.
and also my fault i dont like you back.
you tell me you like me, so prove it - stop hurting both of us.
its been excruciating.
whatever you all do, all of it are superfluous and redundant.
so stop it. just treasure what you already have.
yeah sure, your friend can try to humiliate me, threaten me
but whats the point?
even if i go with you, it'll all be superficial.
you'll never get what you really want.
love US an inch more. stop doing what you've been doing. and leave me alone.
steal my soul; 3:46 PM
oh my god. this is seriously getting on my nerves.
i dont believe you actually got this horrid plan.
to ruin both me and kim's chances.
whatever you do, they'll still be here. not literally,
but with us. and in us.
so whats the point.
just stop doing things that will hurt more than me.
but kim too.
steal my soul; 3:28 PM
i want you to know its just so wrong.
its quite obvious we're not going to work out.
so stop trying so hard for something you cant get.
especially when im quite sure.
and why shouldnt you hold on?
because there's someone else in my heart.
i think of him day and night.
its almost as if he's just right beside me.
so yes, if you're helpful enough,
just do both of us a favour-stop.
steal my soul; 10:47 PM
its been 1 day after the chalet!
and my own house never felt so nice before.
especially my bed! ahh (:
haha. the chalet was fun and everything.
kim and i even had a breakdown session. but it helped.
it really did.
and yes. if the fortune telling thing is true, so be it.
i dont really care about it. in fact, i regretted wasting it on you.
of all the people in my life, you.
anyway, the chalet's been great. sadly, some people had to come spoil it all.
and i feel sorry for you guys. for the fact that you all are pampered and stupid.
steal my soul; 6:45 PM
surprisingly, holidays are rather stressful.
my weekdays are all packed with stuff.
my poor feet are aching so badly i dont think they can bring me places anymore.
and i cant help but keep wishing for weekends to come!
so i can just relax and seriously, rot.
and shit, syaza spotted a strand of white hair!
imagine what'll happen next year.
steal my soul; 12:13 AM
YAY? im in 3/6.
okay not much to rejoice.
but i guess no one's going to dare call me bimbo again!
haha that pighead.
steal my soul; 12:11 PM
god. going for floorball today was quite a dread.
totally embarrassed myself. okay not really,
but it was demoralizing.
better start practising the drag shots.
thats the outcome of being too used to wrists.
haha. sentosa was amazing. but it totally caused me to feel sick today.
i somehow, still cant believe some people abandoned us.
but oh well, we had the time of our lives, still. without them.
steal my soul; 10:28 PM
